the end of the year is coming

heyeh

as you guys all know by now, that I'm not a daily or even regular blogger anymore, my blog has kinda become dead right?

Though it has been dead for so long I'm going to revive it soon but will be done slowly.

I have been thinking many things during my break from blogger. Life's meaning, and etc

mostly i have been thinking about who i am and what is it that i really seek?
life is short..so if there is something that i wish to accomplish i want to know what it is and do it immediately so that i may even get the chance to at least be able to accomplish half of what i wanted.

thats about all for today

29 september

heyeh

today was a very tiring day but it was a very fun day haha. first i went to play badminton with ham and wasi in the morning. derry was supposed to join us but he overslept LOL.. guess what he said when i called him around 12.30(*30mins more till our booking of the court ends) he asked me what time is it? that means he's still sleeping !!! =.=

but badminton was fun today even though i cant play at my best today due to me right arm's muscles is in the recovery stage. i injured my arm around last friday or so. My fingers has no feelings when i hit it and my arm's muscles is arching like mad. I cant recall what i did though to get to this stage haha

after badminton, we went to ham's house to bath then we was using computer while waiting for leonard to come meet us for lunch. After lunch, i went straight to anchorvale to find LK. even though my handphone is dead i somehow managed to find them haha. i was right to guess that they will be at mac.

went to fly kite and play basketball in the field opp anchorvale cc. lots of funny things happen like my kite almost got stuck on the LRT tracks. lucky we was able to get it down if not it will still be stuck there haha

okay thats about all for now

Singapore F1 night race

heyeh

it was a great race today. I watched on tv today. the race between j.button (*not sure if the name is spelled correctly) and not sure who was it. Hamilton and Alonso also had a very close fight for the first place.

I went kite flying today with ah yi and my cousin and her 3 daughters. could not get my kite to fly..the wind is kinda bad today..or maybe its just my skill haha

just bought my Itouch recently 8gb. Its sound quality is quite good and its kinda fun with all the different applications. however i think the battery lifespan is very bad ranging from 2 hours to 6 hours depends on if you got play games on it or just plain listening to music. i think my old mp3 which spoiled not long ago far surpass itouch which comparing on this feature.

hmm....but i guess i did not make a bad decision to buy itouch. my brother seems to love it haha and it can also serves as his mp3 for his studying time cause he requires one for studying now so i lent it to him for the entire period till his o level ends till then i wont be using it much.

I guess human yearning is so great that once you own something that u really want, it loses its appeal just like how itouch has lost its appeal with me. i wanted an itouch since 1 year ago however now that i have it, i started to find faults with it. haha but i still love it after all the things i said about it.

alright thats about all today..short and sweet haha okay maybe its not that short ..

wee second post this week

heyeh

~started writing on 1 Sep, 8.59pm~

today was a boring day haha. was supposed to go work in the morning but i didn't realised that when the employer say change of dates means that today also no work...zzz make me and shi jie went all the way there then realised no work..

So we went exploring at the business district. it was an interesting experience. we found a mall that was designed in similar fashion to the macau venetian. both are so similar that it may be that either they copy us or we copy them. It gives off a different ambience to shopping in the normal shopping mall. However the shops there does not fit in..its all the lok kok kind...of shops for most..

after that as we was looking for the bus stop to go home, we pass by coffee club and i suddenly got hungry haha. ate a devil chocolate cake there!! power!! quite nice and i think worth the $8 bucks that i paid for that small slice of cake. the coffee club was a huge difference from other that i have been to as it has a second floor which was occupied by a company for business meeting so we didn't get to check it out.

after that shi jie suddenly wanna go seah im eat carrot cake.. lol so we took bus over for her to eat. while eating we had a chat on what to do this holiday haha lots of ideas pop up! holidays just have to be overseas to be fun so we are starting to plan a oversea trip either malaysia or indonesia? somewhere cheap enough can le. Oh ya I'm going to malaysia tomorrow to watch movie!! how cool is that? haha but it's still not confirmed. so if anyone wanna go as well tell me before tomorrow 11am.

alright thats about all today
glaxies

holiday are finally here

heyeh

~started writing on 31 august,1.15am~

back after another long break..lots of things happened..

been studying, stressed out, depressed, enjoyed my time laughing and studying with friends, sing my lungs out, even been bored out of my mind. it was an interesting 2 weeks that i had. i even saw her face around whenever i go and somehow most of the time it just turns out to be a look-alike. phew for that..dunno what i will do if its really her..

the last week was a horrible week for me..been very stressed out from tuesday to thursday..cause AM was my worst subject so far for this semester..and I was very afraid of getting another C..

and somehow when i was studying with friends who each bought their boyfriends along everytime we study together is starting to get to me again...wondering why but I'm thinking of you every now and then..even when I'm not really trying to..

maybe its the stressed that is bringing back the feelings that i had when we was studying together? anyway I know its over and its not possible so i shall just have to forget about you all over again

Friday was AM exam. after that paper i was like totally not sure what to do at all..suddenly so free..had a thought of going home to sleep or study again but not sure what is there for me to study at all..

went to chai chee to sing Karaoke with shi jie, min qi, sheng long and Siong Chee. had a great time there haha since it was only $5 for 5 hours plus a drink but thats about all. no snacks at all..

*some things once said can never be taken back, that's why i always think thrice before saying anything. Some things may sound stupid but if you really understand where I am coming from then you will understand. Some things are better left unsaid if i ever want to even stand a chance of being friends again with you

Saturday was just a pure scouts day with my scouts brother who has been with me through thick and thin for close to 6 years now. they have thrown lots of things at me and i have thrown lots of things at them as well. I have caught them all and they have done the same as well. After all the things that has happened we are still great friends. I really wonder how lucky am i to always be surrounded by friends that care so much that i cant bear to hurt them in any way.

We had our first rover training and meeting that day. and from now on every saturday of the week. Training was harsh yet fun. It was a long time ever since i had ever really work out that much...wonder what gives me the energy to keep on perservering...

Sunday was a day at home for me. Home was one of the places that i rarely have been spending for a whole day. It was a luxury for me as well as a bore. Lucky that my parents and brothers are at home today..if not it will be the same 4 walls that i faced everytime I'm at home alone..

alright I'm signing off here,
glaxies

new post after a long time

Heyeh Peepz

I know its been a long time since i posted but i was wondering just how many people are really interested in reading this blog and thats was why i purposely leave it dead for so long

now I'm going to start posting bit by bit of what have happened in my life ever since the last time i posted.

I have learned and changed over the last few weeks. from being able to be as friendly again to being enthusiastic about stuff i never know i am interested in haha.

My first step was joining Adventure Club and getting to be on closer terms with my secondary school friends who i have always been out of their activities cause I'm always not in the same class or have things that i can link with them other than Scouts.

Next was the few continuous outings with Foodmin though theoretically its not always Foodmin but more of with Shi Jie and Min Qi cause some of the outings only have them and dun have Foodmin people haha

I found a way to really relax myself now and that is stargazing at marina barrage though the sky is not so clear but there is a time in between 6-7pm when the city lights is not on and the sky is at its darkest. thats when the stars are the brightest. its really like a sea of stars and a rare sight for me who is a city guy.

Many other things happen and i am able to focus on school work now project wise that is. haha

individual work is still the same..i need to improve my work.STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!

got lots of photos but i wont upload it today if interested then go Facebook and see my profile's photo albums. there is more than enough photos for you to use an hour to slowly laugh and see everything.

alright thats all for today and now

shall post again on more things tomorrow
She has become cuter since the last time but what was not meant to be mine will never be mine.

reflection

heyeh

I'm just feeling too tired, too emo and maybe a hint of just plain lazy.

as i got the dog tag that has LK on it, i was overwhelmed with a mixture of feelings. As i think back about the past when i received my previous dog tag, i keep thinking if the past could only just come back. We had lots of fun and interesting memories. I will always remembered the good times we had as well as the bad times. When i look thru the blogs of my fellow LK brothers blogs and see their photos of them having fun at the hiking, i felt happy for them as the happiness and fun they are having is what i experienced when i first started POLY as well.

I'm hoping and praying that it never ends like it did for me. things just got hectic and crazy when project crams in and then your group mates are also the ones you have fun with. you will be bringing in project conflicts in whenever you go out and have fun together and it restricts my movements and i hated that a lot.

I just wanna be myself again and be free from all those constrains about having a good image in front of people.