23may

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waa hectic day today...so many tests n so packed day somemore...haiz...tut straight in the morning lucky I'm not late today haha went up then see mu en already there then after tat zhe yi came...

nothing much to talk to her about cause i dun like her keep saying shut up to people..its kinda rude but its just a joke to her so she dun seem to realise how offended some people are...like me...i hate being called shut up just like tat if i really do know u well then even if u called me to shut up i may feel only a bit offended but then again i will know its a joke...but then i do not know u well enough to take this kind of joke from you. zhe yi!!

anyway IHT i finished in 15 mins not cause i know how to do but only because i do not know how to do...cause there's this question on RATER then i was not sure what it was as i never study it at all..haiz...

when i came out then i quickly check all my notes.then i was like shaking from fear haiz...as i was too nervous the entire time. anyway i walked straight to the bus stop cause i thought that i had forgotten to bring my COMMSK book..when i was at the bus stop then i remember that its was in my file...haiz..

something totally wrong with me today...i'm doing all the wrong things at the wrong place and time.

after that was OB which was another boring subject today cause i do not really like the lecturer for the motivation part as her lecture is kinda boring.

anyway finished it then went for COMMSK test...so scared again haiz..cause its after all English test...which is my worse subject according to my O levels cert.the only blemish on my cert is English with a C6.

i think i did well enough though for this test..but then now i think its impossible for me to attain 4 GPA for all my subjects.as my IHT is not full marks haiz....hoping for a 3.5 GPA now...

i wanna go for scholarship really badly.need to study RAHH!! but then my dad does not believe in me studying overnight...which i still do not understand why...i think he thinks i'm out clubbing or something..haiz why does he not trust me at all? why does they believe that fortune teller more than they believe me...why did that fortune teller tell them that i will change at the age of 17.

what is it that my dad expects from me at all!! if he does not wants to tell me sometimes i may not know.not everything is understood just cause you think I'm your son does not means i will understand everything you need me to know.some times i just wants to hear it from your mouth.

tomorrow I'm at most staying till around 11pm so if want to study then straight study do not keep playing le...and sun breakfast i think i can join you all if you are able to at least estimate a time for me to come meet you all.


tats all for today


signed off glaxies