26 august

heyeh

just woke up not too long ago...got woken up by my brother super noisy message tone zzz..i couldn sleep anymore le now..haiz...

actually can but then i wanna blog..so ya haha

not in a good mood today cause i think i got fever sia..mild 1 though as my head feels quite hot this few days and thats the reason for the increase in my heartbeat...but then somehow it all disappear as i do my papers..maybe its just pre-exam stress? haha

and also because of some things like my having lost ming zhong eps from 20 onwards !!!! waaahhh stupid me...zzz

going to get them from shimin tml haha

im going to study at ang mo kio tml going to chiong RHT zz 1 more then im free for now..i hate poly exams..so stressing..

why does everyone have such high expectation of me like a impression that i will always be the first to leave..i really do not want to always be the first so im quite happy somewhat..that someone left before me today ( ok maybe im quite indifference to this )

do you know that when the first guy left i look up and saw some stunned looks haha and they look at him/her ( i cant remember ) then turn to look to see if im still around..

todays papers was quite hard though i think..its not as simple as it is for some...

went home wif ham, clarence and jas but then before that we went to mac at pasir ris..its been quite a long time since i ever went home wif them cause i been quite busy the last few weeks..always going home wif syemun they all..or at times alone..(ok rarely alone maybe none at all)

sometimes i dun really understand people..most people are much more predictable compared to the some..those that are not as predictable is due to 2 things..either im dun know them well or they are just so unpredictable..zzz

theres 1 person that im on quite good terms but then again i feel that i dun know that person at all..zzz
i always been left hanging..by that person..and sometimes i dun really know why im not angry at all..though to make me angry is quite hard actually..cause i dun have much of a temper..

i really want to know what kind of person you are really..im not sure what to do whenever u does something..unexpected..its just so sudden..and im not sure how to react...especially since if u does something unexpected then will be affecting me zz..for reason known to you but then im not going to type it out here...

anyway going to sleep now bah.zz nitezz