17-18 july

heyeh

been very stressed out and tired this few days..

with so much stress some people just cracked up..and get pissed off easily..haiz..everyone true nature gets out during this time of stressful period..

even my more reserved self is thrown out of the window...and i just went crazy joking and be an asse..

somethings that i say now is not really that true so please forgive me..

especially those who i always insulted...I'm sorry

I'm not myself these few days..or maybes this is my truest self that i cant hide from people..

was so tired yesterday that i was not even able to blog..been up to my heads in projects and more projects..and been quarrellings with someone...haiz....but then its not for nothings..its for a reason..its because i care for you as a friend thats why i will even bother to tell you the things that is annoying people around..yet somehow it does not get thru to you..

Its been very long since i had even being able to enjoy or even play at all..i need some relaxation..lucky tml going blading..hope its fun and nothing goes wrong and i dun get pissed off tml..as im in a kind of easily piss off state..

anyway Tml is Charlene's birthday and we are going blading with BC !!!wahhh and tml also got scouts wahahaha this are the only 2 things that has been supporting me thru this week..other than other the jokes of cause haha jokes helps me relax..alot!!

LAUGHTER- the best medicine haha was my topic for my speech today and dam my joke went badly..after im finished no one laugh haiz so sad...!!