Monday, December 1, 2008

1 dec heartbroken..

heyeh

went school late today cause someone told me that too early..and since mu en always like go school with chih hao i thought chih hao will have told her le so i never said anything more..

looks like i was wrong..regretted going school late now..

received some msgs then made me very sad..obviously i'm getting blamed again..alright this time i was wrong. i admit it. and i'm sorry..

sometimes i know sorry is not sufficient..but then i have no idea how to make it up to you..all i wanna now is just for you to be happy and nth more..

i dun really care who in the world ever blames me/ mistaken me/ wronged me/ or wadever just not those that i really care..like my bro and my few best friends..

anyway did some discussion about project then went to POM..super stressed out after coming out of POM cause i just realised that i forget to post for CMSK..haiz..freak man..

also got my IDGD assignment submission that is worth 30% and its not even done..its not even the worst thing..the worst things is that i'm not good at report and then i have qi liang as my partner..who drives me nuts at times..

he is good at some parts but then its not usually..

after tut chiong both assignment and the CMSK

finished around 5 plus..finally free from 1 thing..and now this..

really really sad..and hurt now...i feel like i'm being played by you..and i hate the feeling of not knowing anything..this was just like what happen in the past..and i really hate it..

u said it's over then moment u know..and i think u know well enough..and i still see no sign/hint to ask me to continue now i see no point in continuing..maybe i was just never meant to be loved by you..

wadever then..i got nth more to say..now just get out of my heart as soon as you can...

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