3 dec

heyeh

i'm sorry for taking out my anger on you today..

and i really don't wanna explain anymore le now..if you still think that i do not mean what i said when i say everything my fault..then i got nth to say..u said everytime i said that..i do not really think it is my fault..is not true..sometimes i know its my fault..but when i admit it..no one really believes me..why is that so..?

i now that i have character flaws..but then i'm human and i am not perfect..do you really think that you are perfect yourself? sometimes u get angry over nothing and usually i am at the end of your anger..

i feel like i lost a lot of things..this semester..i wonder if we can ever go back to the days of the previous semester..

what to do now..i'm having suicidal thoughts..this is not the first time that i have been so stressed out and frustrated at life..and everything in it..i hate living in a world that is sinning everyday..all the killings, slandering, theiving, arson, everything that is wrong..is going in to a vicious circle..

u kill my brother then i kill you then your brother come kill me then my friends kill your brother..when will everything end..?