remembering the past and regreting some of my actions

heyeh

As i was packing my room, i saw a birthday card that gave me lots of memories. I remembered of all the good times that i had spent with a very good friend of mine and how i realised that i have been neglecting and abusing this friend of mine.

when you receive a birthday present you feel happy do you not? especially for me who has very few friends and not many of them can even remembered my birthday.

I feel that i have done that friend so much wrong. the way i treated her because i wanted to impress someone else. All these things and even now the way i always avoid her because i was too embarrassed to show my face in front of her.

I don't think i can ever be able to make it up to her for always being there for me and more. and how i was never there for her as a friend.

maybe he will be a better friend for you? maybe i was just not meant to be your friend and i think i am never going to be qualified enough again..