1 JAN HAPPY NEW YEAR

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super busy the last few days and also because i not feeling very well so didn blog at all since last week

its a new year today haha

and all those born in the year of the goat will have luck with love

i wonder if the girl i like does really know that i like her? even though i have given so many hints yet i still dun even know if the feeling is mutual? if its not then tell me so..dun give me false hopes..i dun think i will be able to take any more of this suffering of not knowing if u know that i love you?

anyway enough of that..

let talk roughly about what i have done the past few days

went to malaysia on the 25th which was christmas to malaysia..haiz..kinda sad that i miss BC christmas party..haiz haiz..

but i think it was worth it..what i learn overseas from a friend was much more worth it...he taught me how to be a gentleman though i think i'm still very far away from being a gentleman unlike him..will keep on improving myself and everything

i'm officially botak for now haha its a new look and me with a new mindset. i will be more mature from now on and not be as childish. though sometimes i had to act childish because i dun think my friends around can take it if i suddenly become very mature..cause the last time my personality change drastically. my friends could not take it and keep saying me..haiz..anyway it a trivial matter haha now they are able to understand me better

came back on the 29th morning..super tired..reached home around 4 am..sleep awhile then went to school. wah super tired sia..and i not feeling well also..cant concentrate and keep having this weird feverish feeling in my head..

i missed someone a lot during the days i went there..and was also quite sad when i miss mu en birthday bbq..zzz the rest had lots of fun i guess? looking at their smiling faces in the pictures..makes me kinda jealous haha

anyway went school awhile then went shopping for things with derry and ham at several places but then i stilll cant find the things that i was looking for haiz..went back home..then chih hao told me that i have to chiong cmsk and then i also have to finish my individual macroecons proj cause tml need to show tutor..zz waah suddenly everything all together..haiz..

tue went school for a very upsetting cmsk meeting with tutor..cause i know i messed up my research..at least she didn't scold me much..phew~ with that down..i'm pretty free for other projects liao now..

wanted to help out abit more for cmsk cause got some gaps then me and corinne wanted to help out by taking those gaps but then chih hao and mu en didn wanted to let us help so they just took it on themself..zz i wonder if it's because we suck? or is it they dun wanna to trouble us?

went for some more lectures and stuff then went home rest quickly..cause super tired..and not feeling well again..zz

wed went school for 1 hour tutorial..zz so fast..

then went to lab to play psp while waiting for nico and chih hao to come..

went gym straight to wait for them instead because they super slow.

after that i started out by running on the treadmill first

then they came along and we started gym-ing

i think i did quite a lot today but then i feel no muscle strain?zz maybe its because the weight that i carry is still too light to cause any muscle strain?

it only makes me tired for 3 hours only...then after that i was relaxed and able to run liao

haha after that went to fengshan to play basketball

5v5 match with other people

mu en very ke lian sia haha she came late then everybody say her then later when we go 5v5 she also never play.i think in the end she never played much bah? not very sure bout that cause i went off early..

went off around 3 plus

super guilty cause i injured someone today..haiz..

it seems that i had to injure at least 1 person a day with my actions being the main and only reason why they was injured..haiz...why is it so..?haiz..

went off after that to go home bath eat and rush down to meeting at mun wai place

was late for 1 hour cause i had to eat dinner as well ma so yah..haha

ate abit of the food that clive had bought over then went out to plaza to meet ham and jas first

played monster hunter while waiting for my turn to pool..did quite well at pool today was not off form at the very least haha

managed to clear 1 round wee~

after that connie and charlene came and we went to sengkang there de temple to see fireworks

quite nice sia..will post the video up when i get it from charlene

went to pray at temple as well

read the horoscope? (not sure what is it called)
we, who are borned in the year of the goat fan tai sui this year..(not sure what fan tai sui means)

so is an unlucky year for us thats all i know

but 1 good thing is that we have very good luck with love this year wee~ will you be my girlfriend if i ask? haha or will you marry me instead?