11 jan

heyeh

woke up early in the morning to go to work..helping out at some RC events..

quite boring cause nth much to do haiz..

and dam it..was not feeling well today..got gastric pain almost the whole day..almost fainted in the morning..
after working i went home to eat lunch..cause my parents ask me to wait for them cause they say they wanna drive me to school..so had to wait at home

after that when reaching school chih hao ask me to buy the ku ku kueh for him..waited more than 30mins for the uncle's machine to heat up so he can make ku ku kueh..he was like apologising the whole time sia..when i was waiting..i didn't mind 1 bit cause since i already promised chih hao i will help him buy i have to help him buy ma..

i overheard someone conversation just now..he was saying what his parents was asking him for money so they could go on an holiday..haiz..when i heard that..my heart went sour..why am i able to live such a peaceful life when others is not able to? why am i able to get money as and when i ask for it..though i never ask for money liao...only pocket money i no choice..

i know the answer in my heart so well but then i still wanna ask why...

after that went to tp to find chih hao and mu en..saw syemun there also haha

then yen ling came and the 3 girls started their project work

while i do my things, chih hao say no laptop then he went home to do..

i finish my things around 4 plus sia...did quite a lot of things haiz..tml going to chiong even more

now just wanna rest my eyes..super tired..

after 4 i went to ham house to eat and play

pack food to his house then after eating we started playing monster hunter haha and dam it we cant kill the plesioth..zz stupid big wyvern..why so hard to kill sia..

2 hit and i'm dead wooo~~haha

i realised i'm starting to like the colour orange...but somehow the things i like just always dun seem to suit me..or should i say..i dun suit the colour orange..just like everytime the person i like and almost always i cant be compared to her..actually this is the only the first time that i have really fallen so heads over heels for someone..the previous times was more of an infatuation..