27 jan

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mood of the day: slightly stress cause tomorrow got presentation

finally went visiting today. was waiting for this because this is what i think was the most fun part of lunar new year

went various places today. chatted with lots of relatives

its kinda sad to see your relatives being sick..sigh...life is so short..wonder what can i do to make people understand to treasure life instead of taking it away from others..

people are killing everyday..so tell me where is the love?

went home after dinner at cousin's house. we even celebrated my uncle's birthday there. his birthday is on this friday

went home after that..was super tired..sleep all the way from 8plus till 10 plus..

dragged myself out of bed to do work..did macro econs stuff and when i was done then i realize that tomorrow i do not have to hand it up..great for me? haha cause I'm free from it for now..

so was doing my presentation script just now..and i could not forced my self to type it out..cause I'm just too lazy..and its nothing much for me to say..just say a bit and later act a bit in role play..

it feels like I'm not even needed at this project group..argh the heck with it..it's going to be over by tomorrow..

feels like dying now..ever since i lost a pillar yesterday..now looking for something to support myself..to carry on with living...life's been so hard lately.. living was a pain in the ass now..