13 nov

heyeh

part 1 published at 6.05pm

super sian today...only 4 hours of school then i went home after eating out..

reached home was sleeping most of the time...now just woke up not too long ago..nia..super tired..haiz..

nth to do as well..everyone got school then only me like so free..super sian..

school was super boring again today..cmsk then marketing..both got tutors that i dun really like..though i will still prefer marketing over cmsk..cmsk is on my "so not wanna go to class" list

zz anyway i think i blog somemore later..still feel like sleeping today.. and very emo cause i like never get to...

Part 2 added in at 10.56pm

sian..aloy use minqi phone to trick me again..zz and here i was thinking that i may get to have something to do..at least got someone accompany me ..so there i was lying on my bed and still doing nth..

staring at the clock as the second hand ticks by..every second every minute thinking of someone..

during times like this i really hope that there is someone who is always there for me..

somehow sometime..i feel like i'm always the one who is being looked for when people are in trouble..and when i'm the one in trouble..they are the ones who is usually not there..

not sure what to do now...not even sure if life is worth living? care to tell me your reason to live?

i need a second opinion..

part 3 publish at 11.37

i think i have to say something now..instead of being a slient lover..i really do love you..but then i'm afraid of taking another step forward..