2 nov

heyeh

went to celebrate li yuen birthday today..was super sian and in quite a bad mood today cause its like so late...and also due to something that happen yesterday..though i think its only because i think too much..

anyway today was fun. went bugis and waited for the first to arrive for like 20-30mins..zz quite long zz somemore is not mu en leh..is li yuen...sian haha kidding..

went to walk around and chatted with liyuen..was walking around then went into cold storage then sudd mu en called li yuen then she never say anything then walk out sio..zz

so i quickly went to pay for my delicious apple haha

super nice and crunchy and sweet and it only costs me 65cents..thats the best part..

and its not i dun wanna offer to you lor mu en..is cause later i shy ma offer to u then become like indirect kissing le haha

waa so that means ur hinting to me to kiss you or what? LOL

haha ok enough of this part..though im quite interested in what u said during the part u said i never offer u apple and till the part u said i bo xin as ai mei dui xiang..cause the middle part i kinda space out haha..so didn't catch that part.

after that syemun came and we went to pastamania for them to eat the pizza and mu en was like complaining about her eating 1 slice less sio..for like the whole time..till she went home..Zzz

wee went to a book store..its been quite a long time since i had read a book and i really wanted to buy a few books there but then the books quite expensive sia..20-30 plus ea..and i got like 3-4 books that i really wanted...and the best part is all 3 of them is not available in the library.

went to opp de apple strudel shop to cut cake as well for syemun and li yuen to eat the durian strudel. the auntie was quite upset about us celebrating li yuen birthday there at her store..not sure why though ..she never even put the signage that says no outside food or something like that..after cutting cake we had an extra slice so we gave 1 to the auntie..

suddenly the auntie like very happy and friendly sia..not sure why though..she even offered to help us take picture and even on the light outside just to make sure out picture turn out great..*picture will be posted at a later timing

and when syemun wanted to throw the box away and such she rush out of the shop to tell her that we can throw the rubbish into the dustbin in her shop sia..Zzz quite a weird auntie though haha

anyway today was fun but then something was troubling me inside and i keep spacing out..though i think some people will never ever get to know whats the reason..cause some things are better kept secret cause knowing it may hurt you more than u know..

and 1 last thing..i must say this out loud..i been missing and thinking of a smile...since the smile walk away..

hope you all understand what it means.
feeling really terrible right now..and not even sure what to do..you seems so distant and yet so close..