20 nov

heyeh

current mood: moody

many things happen today..i'm not sure to be happy or sad...

i'm happy cause i managed to talk to someone a bit more than the last few days..i realised that maybe it's because i'm moody thats why i'm thinking that that someone is not talking to me..cause somehow she manages to sense my mood or something..

lecture and tut was quite ok today..did lots of things and had fun..

after that..went to food min interview..though we didn't get the chance to interview..haiz..now not sure what to do..waiting for chih hao's friend now..

after that wasted sometime and went opp with chih hao to buy some things for tonight's celebration and bbq

lots of people was there sia..all the ventures was there..and i mean all..except ibrahim and wei xiang the rest of us was all there haha

had lots of fun talking about our past scouting experience. it's was so much fun in the past..didn't realise just how much fun we had together..in our 5 years of scouting life

we didn't knew each other at the first day of our sec 1 years..and just look at how far we had come since then..we was strangers then..now we are brothers..our bonds can never be broken..

at least i hope it will never be..brothers over money and girls...was an advice that was given to us by our sir, mun wai.

i received quite a bad news today..which was that daron was going to go off to australia on the 30th and when he does comes back he wont have time to go out with us anymore..cause he has A levels and H3 science..

then army and he will only be able to see us again for like 3 years down the road..and that does not includes us in army as well..me, jeffrey, and justin will be in army by that time.. then ibrahim and daron will be out of army..and with the rest for 1 year before they come in and join us shave head haha

and we will all be free to go back to scouts in like 5 years later..i wonder how the scouts and our juniors will be like then haha

all the good times..and now we are all going to be going our own way soon..scouts was fun and it will still be fun if we can continue on venturing then go on to rover next year..

1 more thing was that i realised my brother very sad..cause no one celebrate his birthday every year..haiz..though i every year got buy present for him..i think only got me remember his birthday bah..though i dun have time to celebrate with him cause he's so busy with friends..

and next year we shall celebrate his birthday and i welcome all to come for his party especially the 1 that keep calling him "didi" de..thats you !!! connie!!!

i better start saving money cause i got 2 birthdays to plan haha 1 coming soon and another 1 i wanna have it in a chalet for my bro.so must have more money and let him have more fun than he can so as to make it up to him...i didn't know that i was about the only 1 who was like buying present for my bro nia...my parents stopped the relatives from buying for him..not even sure why they do this kind of unnecessary stuff...

people that i love, i won't ever be able to get really angry at them..but then again sometimes they are also the 1 that makes me feel sad and angry..*for awhile..not for long..

i wonder when will i ever be able to tell the girl of my dreams that i love her..