26 nov

heyeh

i'm depressed and sad because i didn't really get the chance to be with you as it feels like your avoiding me or something..or is it I'm avoiding you...not sure why..but then somehow days felt longer and more boring now..

even though i'm now with the guys most of the time and i had fun but then i felt that something was missing..

i wanna tell you how i feel in person and not like this..i hated indirect conversation so thats why i'm always seems like trying to create topic on phone and such..cause i'm not good at communicating my thoughts.

all i wanna do know is just to know you better. that's all i wanna do..

this song somehow seems to show how i feel right now

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sorry by buckcherry

oh i had a lot to say, was thinking my time away
i missed you and things weren't the same
'cause everything inside it never comes out right
and when i see u cry, it makes me want to die

i'm sorry, i'm bad, i'm sorry, i'm blue
i'm sorry about all things i said to you
and i know, i can't take it all back
i love how you kiss, i love all your sounds
and baby, the way you make my world go round
and i just wanted to say, i'm sorry

this time i think, i'm to blame
it's harder to get through the days
you get older and blame turns to shame
'cause everything inside it never comes out right
and when i see you cry, it makes me want to die

i'm sorry, i'm bad, i'm sorry, i'm blue
i'm sorry about all things i said to you
and i know, i can't take it back
i love how you kiss, i love all your sounds
and baby, the way you make my world go round
and i just wanted to say, i'm sorry

every single day, i think about how we came all this way
the sleepless nights and the tears you cried
it's never too late to make it right
oh yeah, sorry

i'm sorry, i'm bad, i'm sorry, i'm blue
i'm sorry about all things i said to your
and i know, i can't take it back
i love how you kiss, i love all your sounds
and baby, the way you make my world go round
and i just wanted to say, i'm sorry

i'm sorry, baby
i'm sorry, baby
i'm sorry
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went for tut this morning..super bored..copy things here and there then went to find a place to sit and reformat my com

zhi wei came by and we started chatting zz i got suan-ed badly again haha. and he was like cursing my com sia zz i was like reformating come halfway then he say later left 1sec then your com crashed again..

after that mu en came and then yen ling then chih hao then syemun, cheryl and elrin also came by alot of people sia..even justin pass by

justin went to TM with shi jie sia..waah only got the 2 of them nia leh hehe i was like thinking that they have started going out or something..then when i asked justin he told me that they very good friend nia..i wonder if there will be sparks in the future haha

after that suddenly felt like going to donate blood but then i underage sia..zz cause i went to ask after macro econs tut..they told me 16-17 need to have parents' permission then can donate blood haiz..i wonder if i should go

wee~ just got permission to go donate blood tml

i hope i will still be in the shape for exams after that..cause my friend told me today that after donating i wont be able to focus well for the next few days..zz

just hope that i will be able to recover fast enough

i need to get old blood out of me now..urgently..cause i feel like that will help me in getting out of my current condition..

my watertech test went well today...got 1-2 qns i'm not too sure but i dun think it will affect too much of my gpa